I got it about a week ago!!! XD Haven’t had the time to play dress up yet, so I did that today. However, I am sad because there was hardly any daylight left. *sigh* Oh well. Horridly DARK and yellowy-orange evening photos ensue!!! *EDIT 2.19.10* I color corrected my photos! So they are not as yellow and dark anymore XD

I’m proud of the coordinate I came up with XD And happy that the only pair of shoes that fits me is still in my possession. But still, so sad I missed the matching bonnet!!! T.T *Edit 2.19.10* About a week after this post, I was lucky enough to find a girl running a shopping service for the new Baby the Stars Shine Bright store in San Fran! She was taking reservations for the bonnet and I asked her to get one for me Now I have my dream coordinate!!! XD

One of those…. toy dog poses lol. I look like someone’s pet cocker spaniel XD

You TOO, can be glamorous (or have the illusion of big eyes) with circle lens lol.

And here is one video I did today. A better, clearer, longer version to come this weekend XD

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I didn’t want to change out of my outfit T.T I only feel pretty when I’m dressed up in lolita! I feel like poo in everyday wear… when I go to work… or see my family. I feel much more confident and princessy in lolita clothing *^^* Alas, Cinderella turned back into a slave, her carriage back into a pumpkin, her horses back into mice… all good things come to an end. (Will I get her happy ending someday, I hope?)

Speaking of happy endings, I had the most awesome dream last night/this morning. But let me explain a few things before going into the dream. I watched the first episode of Honey and Clover last night before I went to sleep. In the episode, the art school boys share croquettes with various condiments like mayo (there’s a very specific mayo they had in the anime that I use in real life lol. You can get it at the Asian grocery. It’s a squishy bottle with a red cap and a baby printed on the front).

Anyway, I dreamed that I was a trainee at “some” music company in Japan. My celeb crush was looking out for me, albeit in an odd way. He didn’t show it, but rather the opposite, in that playful almost annoyed attitude XD He gave me a croquette. As I was munching on it, I noticed the mayo bottle (the same one with the baby printed on it lol!!!) was in his hand lmao!!! Anyway he told me to give him one, to which I replied “you have the whole bag in your hand there.” He grabbed my hand and took a bite of my croquette O.O And that’s when I was called out for my stage performance *_*

Two fantasies in one dream. *sigh* You wouldn’t believe how grumpy I was when I woke up XD *sigh* Let me dream again!!! I have a feeling I had such a vivid dream because I exercised that night. My body is probably like, WHAT BE THIS HEART THUMPING??? WE PUT STRANGENESS INTO THY BRAIN~~~

And now I’m off to work out again XD Gotta lose the E.T. belly!!!

Covering Nana Kitade’s “Kibou no Kakera”

I didn’t realize that I messed up the lyrics >.< Time to learn Japanese… ( I need to take classes!!! XD )

Baby shipped my dream dress!!! (err, dream print rather lol.)

I bought this gorgeous jsk, same color and design in a size small:

And now I am officially broke T.T I am selling off more than half of my Gothic and Lolita bible collection, as well as half of my lolita wardrobe lol. Not only am I lacking funds for rent, and 3 bills that need to be paid, I also want to buy the matching bonnet. Crazy? Yes indeed. I need this dress like I need food. I was always too afraid to venture out into OTT lolita, but this is it. This the dream dress that urges me, WEAR THE BONNET. AND WEAR THE TEDDY BEARS. I wanna buy the bears when they come out too T.T However will I afford them? Crazy crazy crazy. But I really wanted that dress!!!

And thank you Nikki, I really wouldn’t have acquired my dream dress if you hadn’t texted me lol. We should do twin photos when they arrive!! XD I’ll be your short… frumpy… twin???

I would have gotten a lucky pack instead had this jsk had not come out. I could have really used the size small lucky pack:

XD Oh well… and the A&P Marine Skirt Set:

And the seacret cake factory lucky pack…. if I see the black jsk on the sales comm I will freak XD

*sigh* Money woes… I know, I know, I brought it on myself. Stay tuned for sales links!!! XD

Everytime I want to get something or have my eye on getting something, it sells out before I get a chance to get it lol. That’s just my luck I suppose. But a Baby the Stars Shine Bright jsk that I have been coveting for the last month, that will also FIT me, sold out through reservation. GAHHH!!!

Here is the said jsk (BTSSB Friend Usa-kyuma sophie jsk):

I didn’t see it for reservation so it must have sold out rather quickly upon news of its release. *sigh* such sadness. It really is my dream dress. There was a similar jsk with the same print for reservation, but I prefer this one’s chest design, plus it would fit my flat A-cup frame lol. Most of its other colors sold out too:

With the exception of the blue… I usually love blue, and while I do like this one, I don’t desire it as much as I did in yellow. I wouldn’t have minded pink or white either. The bonnet is still up for reservation, which I wonder if I should at LEAST reserve the bonnet… but shipping from Japan… DX I may ask the San Francisco store if they will carry it, but from what I recall from the egl community on livejournal they mention that they get very little info on stock information. *sigh* And since these were for reserve anyway, I doubt they’d re-release them for the American market. Sad cat is sad.

And now I ponder whether or not to reserve the bonnet in the same print.. and wish and hope and pray I see the jsk for auction or something… even though the price of it will probably skyrocket *knock on wood.* So many expenses… not to mention needing to find another apartment to save my sanity from my neighbors who BLAST their annoying repetitive music from 8AM to 12AM. God I hate them.

I think I would sell my organs to get her…. err, both of them lol.

80cm dolls. About the size and proportions of a small child. And for some reason, even though I vowed to myself not to ever have children, and I have no desires (as of right now) to ever have children, I want these girls. They are PHENOMENAL.